Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Handle With Care.....
I'm writing this blog to address my dancing at the Superbowl Pool Party. I'm not going to pass blame on anyone but myself. What you saw on that video is not an accurate portrayal or description of Royce. Although a lot of you don't think it was THAT BAD or say that I was JUST HAVING FUN, I DO feel I took it too far. After having a few drinks and enjoying a great time I was encouraged to participate in the contest. I look at that video and to be honest I wish someone would've YOKED me off the stage lol. I wasnt smoking or doing drugs so I've learned to accept it for what it was. It's not something I'm proud of but Im also not going to pity myself and say Im embarrassed or ashamed because I'm not. I DID IT! I OWN IT! IT WAS ME! I'm a company owner, a friend and most importantly a MOM, a daughter and a sister. I don't like the way I looked on the video at all and im not going to CONTINUE to act like Im ok with it. So much has been written about me in the past that has been untrue and I feel like this incident has given people something tangible to hold against me. I am human therefore I'm not perfect and I do make mistakes. This was a mistake that I wont repeat. Throw the rock, hide your hand...I still got hit! I'm still a project God is working on. I have a LONG way to go. I'm still strong and I'm still standing!